Well, I can now say that I am grown (mentally), as with all humans; we all have to evolve and keep evolving till we die. we all know that we are not here to stay, so I give thanks to GOD for each day he sends me because each day that goes by is devine. so living each day without your soul mate is unfair to everyone, hope i can find mine soon, time is moving so fast i don't want to live all my days and don't find her.